I'm going to be thin.

Height 5’4”
HW (28/12/12) 145lbs
LW 112lbs
GW 115lbs/When I’m happy with my body

CW (08/03/13) 130lbs (Ugh, but I have lost since December)

So this is going to be my blog for my weight loss journey. I went through a phase when I was 16 of not eating and that was when I was at my lowest weight, I did a lot of drugs and had a lot of free time and no money, eating wasn’t my top priority. I’m 20 now and I work full time, I haven’t touched hard drugs since August 2012, I’ve smoked a bit of pot but not a lot because I can’t go back to being stoned all the time (I fucking miss it though!) 

I decided to start losing weight because after 2 very happy years of being with my boyfriend I’ve gotten fat. What he eats, I eat etc, and it should’t be like that because he’s in a very active field of work and I sit on my ass all day in an office.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my life. I’m not some depressive ex drug taker, I’m a happy person, I have money, I have family and friends, I try not to look back on the past too much. 

I just need to lose weight, whether it’s healthy sometimes or not.